The song is beautiful and personal. It is a true reflection of my life, and I am no longer scared to LOVE the way I do. Inspiring song indeed. I lived my life alone for a very long time (first 7 years of marriage) and I was so lonely. Now I am a single mom, and my daughter Madi is my world. I have made a conscious decision to live and love life to the fullest, and to keep living it in a way that I know I will be happy.
if you have ever done anything different than what you were supposed to, if you have ever tried to be person A instead of being person B, if you have ever made a wish, then you know how it feels. I had a dream about a few years ago, where the real me will come out and tell the world that I am a single mother of Madi, and that I have to live out my days in that way. I wake up in my panic attack, and go to write this blog. I am trying to make sure that I don't keep this secret anymore. Because if we keep keeping our secrets, there's nothing left but shame, guilt, pain, and depression.
I write this in the hopes that there will be a happy ending to this story. I hope that one day the real me will see to the end of this, and I will be on the other side, where I can live my life truly and openly, and tell the world that I am a single mother of Madi and that whatever we have been through, it is strength that made us closer as a family.